Title : Dirty Talk
Author : Marie ( sparkling_gold Fandom: The Mortal Instruments
Rating: M (Language, mild sexual content)
Disclaimer: I own nothing. The Mortal Instruments and the characters belong to Cassandra Clare. I’m just playing with them.
Summary: Set in City of
I was standing outside his bedroom door, wondering if I should knock or just leave. I couldn’t do this. I couldn’t admit my feelings to Jace. He’s my brother; I simply shouldn’t feel these feelings. I was about to go back to the kitchen and try to forget this whole thing when Jace opened his door.
“Clary? What are you doing here?”
“Eh, it’s nothing. I was gonna ask you something, but just forget I ever came by.”
“No, come on! Come in and we’ll talk.”
Nervously, I stepped past the threshold and entered in his room. He followed me and gently closed the door. I could feel him behind me; the electricity was palpable. He walked past me slowly and sat on his bed. He was staring at me so intensely that I felt like he was looking into my soul.
“So, what did you want to talk to me about?”
“It’s nothing”, I said uneasily.
“Clary, you can’t fool me. I know there’s something on your mind. Just tell me”, Jace said softly with his irresistible voice.
“No, I can’t. I just can’t”, I whispered almost on the verge of tears.
“All right, I’ll tell you then”, he said while getting up slowly and walking towards me.
I looked at him, water filling my eyes. This wasn’t right; it couldn’t be. I simply couldn’t have feelings for my own brother. What the hell was wrong with me?
Jace got closer and closer to me. I was so overwhelmed by all the thoughts that filled my mind that I decided to head for the door and run back to my own room and try to forget I ever came to see him. As if he had sensed what I was planning to do, he closed the remaining distance between us and put his right hand on the door and his left hand underneath my chin, lifting my head up.
“I’ll tell you what’s going on through your mind at this very moment. Right now, you’re wondering what it would be like to kiss me senseless and maybe even wondering if I would fuck you until the sun rose over Manhattan Bridge”, Jace said huskily.
I looked at him, wild eyed. I swallowed noisily. How could he have guessed? The guy of my dreams just described my wildest fantasies. However, the guy of my dreams was also my brother.
Jace pressed his warm and muscular body to mine and whispered in my ear:
“I know you’re asking yourself how I was able to guess what’s going on through your mind. Here’s the answer: I know it because I’m feeling the same things you are. I don’t fucking care if you’re my sister, Clary. I still want you, wanna touch you and wanna make you scream my name over and over again.”
His words made me shiver and my arms were full of goose bumps. My breathing sped up and my heart was pounding in my chest. Jace was so close to me that I was sure he could feel it through the fabric of his shirt.
His lips brushed mine very gently, he said, winking:
“My own little dirty secret.”
At that very moment, all my fears vanished and I didn’t care if he was my brother. I just wanted him. I wanted him forever.
And then, his full lips were on mine. The kiss was so passionate that I felt like my whole body was on fire. I opened my mouth to grant him access and the feeling of his tongue massaging mine wasn’t like anything I’d felt before. The smell and warmth of his breath was intoxicating. Unable to control myself, I moaned in his mouth and put my arms around his neck. Jace pulled me up against the door and I instantly wrapped my legs around his waist. He broke the kiss, giving us the time to catch our breaths. Then, Jace softly brushed my collarbone with his lips, sending shivers all the way down my spine.
Jace brought me to the edge of his bed and laid me down gently. He looked into my eyes with love and warmth and said:
“Is that what you wanted to talk to me about?”
“Exactly”, I said smiling brightly.
“What do you say we talk some more?”, Jace said, a crooked smile appearing on his gorgeous lips.
“We can talk for hours”, I said before kissing him soflty.